Kisah Cinta Ludwig van Beethoven Yang Tak Seindah Karyanya
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Kisah Cinta Ludwig van Beethoven Yang Tak Seindah Karyanya
Hallo Gansis
Ludwig Van Beethoven adalah seorang komposer terkenal, walaupun mengidap tuna rungu ia tetap bisa menghasilkan karya-karyanya yang indah seperti Moonlight Sonata, Für Elise, Egmont Overture, dan masih banyak lagi. Beberapa karyanya ditulis bedasarkan kehidupannya, dan beberapa karya musiknya didedikasikan untuk wanita dalam hidupnya.
Tau gak sih sebenernya Beethoven memiliki kisah cinta yang tragi. Kalo kalian yang merasa sebagai jomblo kronis, kalian harus tau betapa kelamnya kisah cinta yang komposer ini, mulai dari ditolak, gagal pernikahannya, sampai ditikung temen sendiri.
Disimak dah
Pada awal 1800, Beethoven memustuskan untuk mengakhiri masa jomblonya, ia jatuh hati kepada anak dari Count von Brunsvwik , Guiletta Guicciardi yang merupakan murid pribadinya Beethoven. Beethoven menulis Moonlight Sonata untuk Guiletta, sayang seribu sayan cinta Beethoven bertepuk sebelah tangan. Guiletta menolak cinta dari Beethoven dan menikah dengan sahabat Beethoven sendiri, Count Gallenberg. Ini salah satu yang membuat Beethoven menjadi depresi.
Setelah ditinggal kimpoi Guiletta, Beethoven menemukan wanita yang ia sukai nya lagi yaitu suadari sepupu dari Guiletta, Josephine von Brunswick yang merupakan seorang janda. Beethoven menulis sekitar 15 surat cinta kepada Josephine antara tahun 1804 sampai 1809, Josephine dipanggil "angel", "my everything", dan "one love" oleh Beethoven dalam suratnya. Selama 5 tahun surat-suratan, cinta mereka kandas tatkala Josephine menolak lamaran Beethoven karena ia tak ingin kehilangan hak asuk keempat anaknya, tapi nyatanya tahun 1810 Josephine menikahi pria lain, ouch.
Setelah dua kali ditolak semangat Beethoven belum runtuh, ia bertemu dengan Marie Bigot. Beethoven menulis sebuah lagu untuk nya yaitu "Appasionata" , namun Beethoven baru menyadarai bahwa Marie Bigot terlah bersuami, dan ia berkata "I would never be in a more than friendly relationship with another man's wife" berakhirlah hubungan Beethoven dengan Marie Bigot.
Selang beberapa tahun ia bertemu dengan Therese Malfati anak dari dokter pribadinya, keduanya sama-sama jatuh cinta dan akhirnya betunangan, namun pernikahan mereka gagal tanpa tau sebabnya, ada sebuah teori dari seorang pengamat musik Klause Martin Kopitz menyatakan bahwa kandasnya hubungan antara Therese dan Beethoven adalah komposisi "Für Elise", jadi saat Therese datang kerumah Beethoven ia melihat sebuah komposisi Für Elise atau untuk Elise, ia cemburu dan memutuskan untuk membatalkan pernikahannya. Tapi Siapakah Elise?
Meski begitu ada seorang wanita yang menjadi "Immortal Beloved" Beethoven, ia menulis banyak surat dan mendedikasikan Symphony No.8 in F Major untuk si wanita misterius ini. Siapakah wanita misterius ini? apakah dia Therese Malfatti atau Elise.
Berikut beberapa surat yang ditulis oleh Beethoven untuk "Immortal Beloved"
Spoiler for Letter 1:
Letter 1
July 6, in the morning
My angel, my all, my very self -
Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to you with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be -
Your faithful LUDWIG
Spoiler for Letter 2:
Letter 2
Evening, Monday, July 6
You are suffering, my dearest creature - only now have I learned that letters must be posted very early in the morning on Mondays to Thursdays - the only days on which the mail-coach goes from here to K. -
You are suffering -
Ah, wherever I am, there you are also - I will arrange it with you and me that I can live with you.
What a life!!! thus!!! without you - pursued by the goodness of mankind hither and thither - which I as little want to deserve as I deserve it -
Humility of man towards man - it pains me - and when I consider myself in relation to the universe, what am I and what is He - whom we call the greatest - and yet - herein lies the divine in man -
I weep when I reflect that you will probably not receive the first report from me until Saturday -
Much as you love me - I love you more -
But do not ever conceal yourself from me - good night -
As I am taking the baths I must go to bed -
Oh God - so near! so far!
Is not our love truly a heavenly structure, and also as firm as the vault of heaven?
Spoiler for Letter 3:
Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us
I can live only wholly with you or not at all
Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits
Yes, unhappily it must be so
You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never
Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life
Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men
At my age I nedd a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection?
My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day
therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once
Be calm, only by a clam consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together
Be calm
love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you -
you
you
my life
my all
farewell.
Oh continue to love me
never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
Ludwig Van Beethoven 1827
Buat lu lu yang jones, jangan sedih mulu. liat Beethoven padahal seorang musisi terkenal tapi cinta nya ditolak terus terusan, dan walaupun ditolak doi terus berusaha, kaga kaya lu sekalinya doi kaga bales langsung di delcon.
Maaf jika tulisan TS ga enak dihati jones dan jika ada salah mohon perbaikannya