Gan kenapa setiap ane abis jalan-jalan, attending party/events, doing sports, dll. Ane selalu merasa "lonely" pas sampe rumah kaya (oooh here I am again, being alone) well I'm kind of introvert. Tapi pas ane melakukan kegiatan sosial kaya gitu ane merasa 'happy' gitu, and when I finally get home, I often feel alone like (oh man, another boring activity) but, when I'm being alone I don't feel alone at all

Why is that? Is it just me, karna ane bisa dibilang jarang gitu ada inisiatif sendiri untuk bersosialisasi kecuali diajak, yeah well although I ended up being socially awkward. But not really, maybe I'm just not good at making conversation. And maybe I just feel alone and empty inside. Itu hurts tho, just to think about this