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Life is though Bro and sis !! especially as a teacher :))
...
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Life is though Bro and sis !! especially as a teacher :))
Spoiler for Index 1:
Chapt 1 - awal mulanya...
Chapt 2 - Mom, mau curhat...
Chapt 3 - anak mamak curhat
Chapt 4 - I love them and they love me.... I guess #Bohemian Rhapsody Time
Chapt 5 - Broken Heart's Day
*I was born to love you - Queen*Intermezzo - ASLI GW GEDEG!
Hi mod, mid, gan, sis…
Im back..after few years i disappeared and stop writing about my story, now I am ready to write again..(hopefully)...
Well, hidup itu seperti roda yang diputar..
kadang kita ada diatas dan kadang kita dibawah..tapi menurut gw sih sebenernya tergantung gimana kita memanage semuanya supaya tetap stabil dan balance..
I know, It is not as simple as that…
tapi semuanya itu bertahap. Tahapan2 seperti itupun bisa dinamakan sebagai proses. Yak, proses pendewasaan diri kita akan gimana kita mencoba untuk tetap survive dalam menjalani berbagai macam permasalahan hidup, bagaimana kita mendewasakan diri kita melalui proses tersebut dan bagaimana proses tersebut membentuk karakter kita seperti sekarang ini.
Yes, I am still a teacher dan profesi ini lah yang selalu memberikan hiburan hiburan tertentu saat gw lagi ngga mood banget. And back again, hidup itu juga tentang bagaimana kita belajar dari pengalaman hidup seperti penolakan, patah hati (yang paling common), komplain, persaingan, etc.
Mungkin beberapa tahun lalu gw masih dikenal sebagai orang yang ceria sekali, cerewet, aktif dan selalu mencairkan suasana...But it was..
Karakter gw yang saat ini terbentuk karena pendewasaan yang entah mungkin benar atau salah. Those who know me so well in the past will understand me and see how different I am right now.
Well, thats life right?
you can't do much about it.. God has planned everything for you and as a human you just can plan and try hard, but still God who will do the rest (love this quote).
Back again to my story..
mungkin kali ini akan lebih random kali ya, karena sebenernya I have nothin much to share right now. Karena gw rindu untuk menulis cerita jadilah gw balik lagi…
Hey!! im back! im back!
Gw rindu kawan2 SFTH gw jaman dulu
reconn, el, nanda, neil, irwan, oren, take, eda, mambo, otad, dedoy, dan semuanya yang ga bs gw sebutin satu satu..(KAPAN KOPDAR LAGI OYYY???) *Harus banget diteriakin biar pada ngumpul*
Dulu, gw inget banget pas gw seaktif aktifnya bikin cerita tentang guru funkeh yang pada akhirnya di archive
.. semenjak itu gw udah males lagi untuk nulis atau mikir apa2.. ok...
Again, still as a teacher..
ya hidup gw sih ngga jauh2 banget juga dari yang dulu2. Masih tetep suka dibully sama murid gw (but I do love them). Bekerja sebagai guru, menurut gw adalah hal yang menyenangkan..bisa bikin either awet muda atau lekas tua
: .. to be honest ya memang seperti itu sih.. tapi enaknya, anak anak murid itu bisa jadi salah satu alasan gw untuk tetap bertahan hidup within these cruel life.. mereka yang selalu entertains gw whenever i feel sad atau desperado.. Once, they saw me with a sad and lack of sleep face mode.. and then the came to me.. like this illustration
Gw : duduk didepan komputer, coba cari materi untuk bahan belajar mengajar dikelas
tiba-tiba murid gw dateng, 2 orang..
*Fyi - murid murid ini sangat suka nonton sinetron dan dengerin lagu dangdut. (jangan shiok..akupun shiok pertama denger pengakuan mereka)
lalu datanglah kedua not so little girl itu mengarah gw.
anak 1 : Ms, u look so upset..why?
anak 2 : yes Ms, why? (sok iye ngikut2 nanya)
dan seketika gw berhenti melototin monitor gw dan balik arah ke mereka.
Gw : Im doing good..Im find and Im survive..one more..Im alive! (sambil gaya niruin lagu SIA - Im alive)
*gw emang suka ngelakuin hal ga penting gitu sih just to release my stress or even pressure
:anak 1 : Ms pacarnya selingkuh ya?
…….
kebayang ga anak segitu..umuran 8-9 tahun ngerti2an kata selingkuh.. kaget dong gw.. SHIYOK setengah idup..
anak 2 : Iyaaaa..Ms pacarnya flirting flirting sama cewek lain yah?
Gw : (Melotot semelototnya ke mereka) … wait wait.. excuse me..kalian dapet darimana kata2 itu?
gw tarik itu anak berdua, sambil gw interogasi..
Gw : ini ga proper nih, kalian belajar darimana?
Anak 1 : Engga Ms, kita belajar sendiri..
Anak 2 : (proudly said the same thing)... iya Ms, kita juga suka dangdut loh Ms
Gw : …………….. (I dont know how am I supposed to react)
Dan, ternyata dong… mereka nyanyi lagu
sakitnya tuh disini - cita citata dan sayang - via vallen…
Gw yang seharusnya ngamuk sama omongan mereka itu malah jadi ngakak parah, separah parahnya gw ngakak..
parahnya, they intentionally nyanyi itu buat gw entah gimana maksudnya 😂..
To be honest, gw ga suka dengan candaan mereka yang menurut gw terlalu absurd dan terlalu dewasa (FYI, mereka itu kelas 4 SD)..tapi entah kenapa gw ngakak sejadi - jadinya.
Tapi walau begitu ya gw tetep nyoba untuk negur mereka karena becandan mereka ngga pantes buat umuran segitu. Tapi lucunya ya gw ngerasa kesenggol aja sama candaan mereka…
Dannnnnnn… setelah gw tegur mereka, udah aja gitu mereka minta maaf sama gw.. Abis itu meluk2 gw
….
Anak 1 dan anak 2 pun meluk gw…
Luluhlah gw seketika…
*though life as a teacher huh!*
To be continue …..
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anaknya mamak curhat
*pasang playlist Queen di youtube* (efek dari nonton bohemian rhapsody)
asli keren banget itu film..
Rami Malek nailed it!!
i would like to wacth again for the 2nd time <3
beneran gw ga boong, alurna bagus banget & feel so real buat gw..
...
lagi buka2 youtube lagu2nya queen, tiba2 web whatsapp gw bunyi..
"cring...cring..."
pas gw buka ternyata dari salah satu murid gw yang udah gw anggep kaya anak gw sendiri,,,
sebut aja namanya vern ya..
Jadi ceritanya gw posting foto ini
Vern :........ me too mom (reply foto gw di status)
Gw : ❤ ... (tumbenan nih anak japri gw, pasti ada apa2....)
Vern : I have problems....Can u be a therapist (nah! bener kan)
Gw : what happen?
Vern : Friendship stuff
Gw : i thought you are ok with your friends
Vernt: I dont know....I don’t even know what happened but yea..
Gw : they are ok with you also kan?
Vern : No...
Gw : are you sure?
Vern : Ya I want to tell u but can u not tell people especially ken ken....Coz I think she will be mad if I tell u
Gw : ok.... promise
Vern : Ken ken hates me... We never talk in school...She said because I’m annoying and mean but i dont know what I did
Ok, here we go again... the drama..
cuma ya mau gimana, anak2 ini udah nganggep gw kaya emaknya sendiri...
ga mungkin juga gw kacangin...
i love them!!
Ok lanjut!!
Gw : but i remember last thursday we were together
Vern : That time she also leave me, But indy ask me to come
Like she always go with Rima and Indy....I’m always alone
Gw : girls problem.. but indy still with you right?
Vern : ya but if me and her like follow ken ken and rima, ken ken like ask us to go away
Gw : just go with someone who is willing to hang out with you, Vero.. you dont have to force yourself to be with someone who dont want to be with you and dont feel bad about it
Vern : And ken ken always like pulls indy away from me
Gw : you can make friends with another students...just be yourself
Vern : But i dont know who
Gw : if your friends cant accept the way you are, then they are not your real friends... even how annoying you are
Vern : U can be a good therapist mom
Gw : hahahahaha...dont feel bad... ive been through those moment also...learn to love yourself without pleasing people
Vern : Really?
Gw : yup.. sometimes better to be alone rather than in a group with so many dramas
Vern : But if we need to pick group or partner then I have no one if I’m alone
Gw : kan masih ada yang lain...not only your friends, try to open yourself to other people...sometimes they are better compare to your previous friends, you just dont know them. Try to make another friendship with other people but you dont have to hate your friends
Vern : I made a few friends but they are in grade 7
Gw : no problem, doesnt matter...whoever your friends are as long as you can understand each others and there is no pressure
Vern : But in my class I have no one
Gw : its ok to be alone, trust me...you will find your peace 😂😂, no drama and dont be afraid to be alone
Vern : Ok... Ur a good therapist
Gw : just enjoy your life Vern..you will find so many new friends/people in the future and you will find your true friends in the future
Vern : Are u my friend
Gw : im your mom...hahahaha
Vern : Do u know I have a bf mom...Heheheh
Gw : who is your bf now? (kepo maximal)
Vern : Pm, He is a new student
Gw : do i know him?
Vern : I don’t think so
Gw : its ok... just take care of yourself...is he kind? smart?
Vern : Kind... And have abs...4 pack
Gw : hahahaha...how do you know
Vern : Heheheh...Ofcourse i know
Gw : just take care of yourself yah
Vern : Yep...I love u momma
Gw : love you too.. enjoy your time... avoid drama...be happy
Vern : Yep
Gw : makes friends as much as u want... no pressures and.......
S.T.U.D.Y....hahahah
Vern : Hahaha
anak2 ini yah, mereka problematik..
kadang kasian sih, masih muda udah penuh sama drama..
anak disekolah tempat gw kerja memang anak2 orang kaya tapi yah, mereka kebanyaka kurang perhatian dan kasih sayang dari ortunya karena ortunya sibuk kerja dan cari uang...
ga sedikit yang ibunya itu socialita yang pergi pagi pulang malem, ga ada waktu buat interaksi sama anak bahkan ketemu sama anak2nya...
duka sedih sih kadang2 kalo ngeliat kondisi anak2 itu...
kadang gw ngerasa bahwa Allah ngasih gw kerjaan di tempat itu yan untuk bisa memenuhi kebutuhan kasih sayang anak2 itu, walau ngga secara full tapi setidaknya mereka merasa diperhatikan...
yah...
kira2 kaya gitu lah curhatan anak kelas 6 yang problematik...
however, gimanapun mereka..gw ngerasa seneng karena mereka masih butuh gw...
dan gw merasa dibutuhkan...
padahal dalam waktu yang bersamaan gw sambil multi tasking juga sih
belum bisa move on dari Bohemian Rhapsody movie..
asli keren banget!!!
- Playing : love of my life - Queen -
To be continue
:
asli keren banget itu film..
Rami Malek nailed it!!
i would like to wacth again for the 2nd time <3
beneran gw ga boong, alurna bagus banget & feel so real buat gw..
...
lagi buka2 youtube lagu2nya queen, tiba2 web whatsapp gw bunyi..
"cring...cring..."
pas gw buka ternyata dari salah satu murid gw yang udah gw anggep kaya anak gw sendiri,,,
sebut aja namanya vern ya..
Jadi ceritanya gw posting foto ini
Vern :........ me too mom (reply foto gw di status)
Gw : ❤ ... (tumbenan nih anak japri gw, pasti ada apa2....)
Vern : I have problems....Can u be a therapist (nah! bener kan
)Gw : what happen?
Vern : Friendship stuff
Gw : i thought you are ok with your friends
Vernt: I dont know....I don’t even know what happened but yea..
Gw : they are ok with you also kan?
Vern : No...
Gw : are you sure?
Vern : Ya I want to tell u but can u not tell people especially ken ken....Coz I think she will be mad if I tell u
Gw : ok.... promise
Vern : Ken ken hates me... We never talk in school...She said because I’m annoying and mean but i dont know what I did
Ok, here we go again... the drama..
cuma ya mau gimana, anak2 ini udah nganggep gw kaya emaknya sendiri...
ga mungkin juga gw kacangin...
i love them!!
Ok lanjut!!
Gw : but i remember last thursday we were together
Vern : That time she also leave me, But indy ask me to come
Like she always go with Rima and Indy....I’m always alone
Gw : girls problem.. but indy still with you right?
Vern : ya but if me and her like follow ken ken and rima, ken ken like ask us to go away
Gw : just go with someone who is willing to hang out with you, Vero.. you dont have to force yourself to be with someone who dont want to be with you and dont feel bad about it
Vern : And ken ken always like pulls indy away from me
Gw : you can make friends with another students...just be yourself
Vern : But i dont know who
Gw : if your friends cant accept the way you are, then they are not your real friends... even how annoying you are
Vern : U can be a good therapist mom
Gw : hahahahaha...dont feel bad... ive been through those moment also...learn to love yourself without pleasing people
Vern : Really?
Gw : yup.. sometimes better to be alone rather than in a group with so many dramas
Vern : But if we need to pick group or partner then I have no one if I’m alone
Gw : kan masih ada yang lain...not only your friends, try to open yourself to other people...sometimes they are better compare to your previous friends, you just dont know them. Try to make another friendship with other people but you dont have to hate your friends
Vern : I made a few friends but they are in grade 7
Gw : no problem, doesnt matter...whoever your friends are as long as you can understand each others and there is no pressure
Vern : But in my class I have no one
Gw : its ok to be alone, trust me...you will find your peace 😂😂, no drama and dont be afraid to be alone
Vern : Ok... Ur a good therapist
Gw : just enjoy your life Vern..you will find so many new friends/people in the future and you will find your true friends in the future
Vern : Are u my friend
Gw : im your mom...hahahaha
Vern : Do u know I have a bf mom...Heheheh
Gw : who is your bf now? (kepo maximal)
Vern : Pm, He is a new student
Gw : do i know him?
Vern : I don’t think so
Gw : its ok... just take care of yourself...is he kind? smart?
Vern : Kind... And have abs...4 pack
Gw : hahahaha...how do you know
Vern : Heheheh...Ofcourse i know
Gw : just take care of yourself yah
Vern : Yep...I love u momma
Gw : love you too.. enjoy your time... avoid drama...be happy
Vern : Yep
Gw : makes friends as much as u want... no pressures and.......
S.T.U.D.Y....hahahah
Vern : Hahaha
anak2 ini yah, mereka problematik..
kadang kasian sih, masih muda udah penuh sama drama..
anak disekolah tempat gw kerja memang anak2 orang kaya tapi yah, mereka kebanyaka kurang perhatian dan kasih sayang dari ortunya karena ortunya sibuk kerja dan cari uang...
ga sedikit yang ibunya itu socialita yang pergi pagi pulang malem, ga ada waktu buat interaksi sama anak bahkan ketemu sama anak2nya...
duka sedih sih kadang2 kalo ngeliat kondisi anak2 itu...
kadang gw ngerasa bahwa Allah ngasih gw kerjaan di tempat itu yan untuk bisa memenuhi kebutuhan kasih sayang anak2 itu, walau ngga secara full tapi setidaknya mereka merasa diperhatikan...
yah...
kira2 kaya gitu lah curhatan anak kelas 6 yang problematik...
however, gimanapun mereka..gw ngerasa seneng karena mereka masih butuh gw...
dan gw merasa dibutuhkan...
padahal dalam waktu yang bersamaan gw sambil multi tasking juga sih
belum bisa move on dari Bohemian Rhapsody movie..
asli keren banget!!!
- Playing : love of my life - Queen -
To be continue
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