"I only leave in two weeks, and you already have a new girl."

"You dont even tell me when you leave. It's not about how long, its about how you leave."

This guy also someone who not treating me good. Ngomong ngomong tentang seseorang yg not treat me good. Dia Chinese German.

Dia somehow minta gw kerja di toko dan tinggal sama dia. Means gw struggling dan dia hepy hepy. I dont like the idea. Living together means you care, if dont care then why bother?

"You can live here but dont affect mypersonal life."
He bring other girl when I numpang there. I only numpang couple of days seharusnya karena gw ada interview di jakarta dan gue udah ga ada duit buat bayar hotel. Sebelumnya gw stay di reddorz. Gw ke dia karena ga ada lagi temen yg gw punya.

"You can live here, until you get yourjob. Because I promise you."

But you are a really horrible person.

"I am horrible and you are crazy, not a good combination" dia bilang ke gw di loby apartemen diliatin greeter restaurant yg ada disana. Kita ngakak ngomong ngalor ngidul ga jelas.

" I am affraid that you will fail the interview" dia bilang . Trus kita coba simulate the interview
"Why we should hire you." Dia nanya
"Because I am unique."
"Wait wait.. " Dia utak utik hp dan nunjukin gw video tentang american idol atau the voice amerika gitu yg bilang kalo dia itu unik waktu di tanya sama judges. Tapi aku lupa judulnya jadi ga bisa kasi tau kalian hihihi. It was really fun
Lanjut

"What urmother said"
"She said I will jump from myplane."
"Absouloutly."

"I think I will get fired"
"Not only you who get fired, people who hire you will get fired too."
"Absouloutly."

Thia is how bipolar is, can never anywhere. Somehow I hope I will be fit somewhere. Even, somewhere that you fit in, can be somewhere you not belong