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How Do I Live With My Fault :( ( My True Story )

angelInBlack

19-06-2012 11:12

How Do I Live With My Fault :( ( My True Story )

I will always keep ur name in my heart

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ini adalah kisah perjalanan hidupku yang tak sesuai dengan impianku dimasa kecil.. Ohya, namaku angel dan aku seorang double fighter and single mother emoticon-Smilie

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aku akan ceritakan perjalanan hidupku dari smu hingga saat ini. maaf kalau berantakan ceritanya maklum baru berani menulis setelah terinspirasi cerita" sesepuh di SFTH emoticon-Blue Guy Peace

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Original Posted By catatan kecil

looking trought your eyes~

Look at the sky
Tell me what do you see ??
Just close your eyes And describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling With starlight tonight
That's what I see Through your eyes
I see the heavens Each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat Just go on for miles
And suddenly I know My life is worth while
That's what I see Through your eyes

Here in the night
I see the sun Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes
I look at myself And instead I see us
Whoever I am now It feels like enough
And I see a man Who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes

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You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
Id rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
Im only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times Id like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times Id like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And Ive watched love pass you by
At times I think were drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Subsides

indeks

juni 2000

Mas Rendra

OOT story

Lisa #part 1#

Lisa # akhirnya berpisah juga #

KEPINDAHAN N DUKAKU

Life Must Go On

15 jan 06

valentine days

accident 5 maret 2006

Aa'

kebahagiaan semu

#Flashback 1#

#Flashback 2#

KDRT

KDRT Part 2#

KDRT Part 3#

Aa' dan tamunya

Mudik

surprise

My Memory * mas rendra *

Ayodece

Ayodece2#

Ayodece 3#

ada pertemuan ada perpisahan

Pelarianku

Pelarianku 2#

Lanjutan

Lanjutan 2#

Lanjutan 3#

Lanjutan 4#

Lanjutan Final

Double fighter and single mother

Double fighter and single mother 2#

Double fighter and single mother 3#

Absurdnya Mybaby

cita cita kanaya

Tanpa Judul

Yordan independent and absurdnya saat ngambek

Thony oh Thony

Doni My foster brother

Last Call

DAMMN F*ck You Man

Catatan Kecil My Little Angel Doni

I'm so proud of you Doni

Perjumpaan yg membuatku bahagia sekaligus menangis

Entahlah

Gara-Gara Kamu

Special Birthiday

Sekelumit Kisah Rani

Sekelumit Kisah Rani 2#

Kanaya And Facebooknya

Pertemuan Sehari Sebelum Malam Takbiran And Rahasia Aa' Yg terkuak

Mike

Hariku

Surprise Desember

Surprise desember 2#

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angelInBlack

06-07-2012 22:23

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My Memory * mas rendra *

Maaf klo oot and out of topic, semalam jam 12 malam aku terbangun kaget seperti ada yg menepuk bahu untuk membangunkanku alhasil aku bergadang hingga subuh sambil membuat tulisan ini. tiba-tiba aku terkenang dengan mas rendra dan aku merasakan kehadirannya duduk disampingku hingga adzan subuh. yup selintas aku melihat sosok mas rendra tak hanya itu aku merasa ada yg mengelus kepalaku, mungkinkah pintaku di dengar olehnya ??? memang sebelumnya selepas isya aku mengirim doa yassin untuknya dan memohon kepada yg kuasa agar aku bisa bermimpi ketemu dengan mas rendra.

Sesekali aku merasakan hawa dingin menyentuh dan menggenggam tanganku. mungkin menurut orang lain ini adalah kejadian Horror tapi aku sangat menikmati kehadirannya. sesekali tercium aroma parfum kesukaan almarhum semasa hidup ( mungkin kah ini nyata or ilusiku ?? ). good bye my puppy love, i'll always keep ur name in my heart. i wont left u away but u had left me away, and we had affection together before, now and forever

Butterfly

How many times does a butterfly blink
Before it learn to fly
The sky is filled with stars
But how many are mine

When I fly and you fall
So close I hear you breathe
I'm sorry I didn't catch you
You don't know why I left

I couldn't tell you I just cry bcoz of you
My tears shattered like rain on the ground
Breaking my heart

You don't know why I kept away
Circling above the sky
So many things you dont know about me
So many things you dont know about my sadness

Love is the most beautiful thing in life for me
Love you can make me absurd also silly
My love for you very beautiful and deep

I Love U very deep Rendra W.K
1998-2005 our love

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