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How Do I Live With My Fault :( ( My True Story )

angelInBlack

19-06-2012 11:12

How Do I Live With My Fault :( ( My True Story )

I will always keep ur name in my heart

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ini adalah kisah perjalanan hidupku yang tak sesuai dengan impianku dimasa kecil.. Ohya, namaku angel dan aku seorang double fighter and single mother emoticon-Smilie

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aku akan ceritakan perjalanan hidupku dari smu hingga saat ini. maaf kalau berantakan ceritanya maklum baru berani menulis setelah terinspirasi cerita" sesepuh di SFTH emoticon-Blue Guy Peace

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Original Posted By catatan kecil

looking trought your eyes~

Look at the sky
Tell me what do you see ??
Just close your eyes And describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling With starlight tonight
That's what I see Through your eyes
I see the heavens Each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat Just go on for miles
And suddenly I know My life is worth while
That's what I see Through your eyes

Here in the night
I see the sun Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes
I look at myself And instead I see us
Whoever I am now It feels like enough
And I see a man Who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes

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You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
Id rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
Im only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times Id like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times Id like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And Ive watched love pass you by
At times I think were drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Subsides

indeks

juni 2000

Mas Rendra

OOT story

Lisa #part 1#

Lisa # akhirnya berpisah juga #

KEPINDAHAN N DUKAKU

Life Must Go On

15 jan 06

valentine days

accident 5 maret 2006

Aa'

kebahagiaan semu

#Flashback 1#

#Flashback 2#

KDRT

KDRT Part 2#

KDRT Part 3#

Aa' dan tamunya

Mudik

surprise

My Memory * mas rendra *

Ayodece

Ayodece2#

Ayodece 3#

ada pertemuan ada perpisahan

Pelarianku

Pelarianku 2#

Lanjutan

Lanjutan 2#

Lanjutan 3#

Lanjutan 4#

Lanjutan Final

Double fighter and single mother

Double fighter and single mother 2#

Double fighter and single mother 3#

Absurdnya Mybaby

cita cita kanaya

Tanpa Judul

Yordan independent and absurdnya saat ngambek

Thony oh Thony

Doni My foster brother

Last Call

DAMMN F*ck You Man

Catatan Kecil My Little Angel Doni

I'm so proud of you Doni

Perjumpaan yg membuatku bahagia sekaligus menangis

Entahlah

Gara-Gara Kamu

Special Birthiday

Sekelumit Kisah Rani

Sekelumit Kisah Rani 2#

Kanaya And Facebooknya

Pertemuan Sehari Sebelum Malam Takbiran And Rahasia Aa' Yg terkuak

Mike

Hariku

Surprise Desember

Surprise desember 2#

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angelInBlack

29-06-2012 12:57

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15 jan 06

pagi buta aku dapat panggilan dengan awalan +61 setengah sadar aku mengangkatnya

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???\t\t: hallo cute girl, how r u dear ??

aku\t\t: arhh im fine ( dengan suara serak ) anyway who r u ??

???\t\t: its me rio, km udah lupa dengan suaraku ? ( langsung melek )

aku\t\t: hahhh ?? beneran nih ini bang rio ?? kemanaaaaa ajaaaaa kok g ada kabarnya ( setengah teriak kesenangan )

bang rio\t: im so sorry dear, aku selepas dari singapore langsung ke sidney nengok mantanku yg lg jalani terapi. Btw happy new years ya dear

aku\t\t: ( jeglak tersulut api cemburu ) huft u late but happy new years too.. mang dia sakit apa ( sambil bersabar )

bang rio\t: uhmm sorry g bisa kasi tau minta doanya aja ya cantik sorry before I must telling the truth.. aku mau kita break dulu ya cantik, aku mau support dia dulu ampe sembuh n klo kita emang jodoh ntar ketemu lagi mwahh..

aku\t\t: whatt?? ( mulai menangis ) aku salah apa bang ?? aku gpp kok bang rio fokus support mantan bang rio disana, aku mau kok nunggu tp please aku lom siap untuk break hiks hiks

bang rio\t: cup cup cup ( sempatnya candain ) jgn nangis sweetheart, km g punya salah apa cm aku aja yg ngerasa bersalah ama km 4 bulan g ngabarin kamu. Sebenernya aku sempat pulang ke indo trus aku langsung pergi ke oz tanpa pamit

aku\t\t: ya udah klo itu emang keputusan bang rio aku ikhlas lepas bang rio ( memotong pembicaraannya ) aku cm bsa bantu doa mudahan dia lekas sembuh n bisa jd jodoh bang rio. Udahan ya bang rio aku mau nyendiri dulu

bang rio\t: jangan ditutup dulu

klik aku langsung menutup teleponnya, aku malu klo dia tau aku menangis tersedu ada miscall 5x aku cuekin lalu ada pesan darinya

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' thanks ya for everything I will miss u a lot emoticon-Smilie

dont be sad ya !! emoticon-Wink

take care and see u soon'

seharian aku menangis ternyata sia sia menunggunya selama ini. Aku kembali terkenang dengan sosok mas rendra seandainya aja dia masih ada mungkin aku g akan merasakan sakit yg seperti ini.

I lie half awake
late at night
I reach out to touch you
to feel you by my side
and I reach, and I reach

\t\t\t

but I never get to feel you
\t\t\twill I ever get to feel you again ??
\t\t\tjust one more chance b4 I have to fine you gone
\t\t\tone more time b4 I have to face another day
\t\t\tand my heart break agains

its only dreams but its also real
I dont want it to end but I know it will
everynight im on my knees
begging for the chance to see u again

01/09/03

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