batal cerai. suami ngotot ga mau. dan sekarang sudah baikan dan tinggal bersama.

suami sibuk kerja pagi sampe malem jam 9. waktu luangnya di isi dengan main sama anak. setelah anak tidur suami lanjut nonton anime dan baca komik.

ane ajak ngobrol. respondnya seperti ogah2an. oh, iya, um.... sambil main hp.
ane mainin kamera lucu2 mau wefie sm dia. dia bilang. ^can you be normal?^dan dia lanjut baca komik.

jarang ngajak ane ngobrol. ane ajak dia ngobrol pun jarang di respond.

serumah tapi ane kesepian.
cinta ane ke doi. ibarat game harvestmoon yg tadinya merah skr udah hitam.
hal2 kecil bikin ane sakit hati. lama2 numpuk jadi gunung.

ane nikahin doi kan. karna ane butuh teman hidup. bukan teman kosan yg jarang teguran.

and plus
he hate everything about me.
he hate my fav lipstick colour
he hate my fashion style
he hate my powder
he hate everything i did
he never compliment me
my heart so broken.
if i can start all over again. i woulnt married this man.

i just want a man who want to spend time with me. even ,it just an hour.
can you feel me?
i dont wanna be lonely when im old. he might busy with his phone like he used to. and i sit alone and thirsty of attention.

😢😢😢😢