Hi kaskuser, I am not really a good story teller, but right now I really need someone to talk. I hope there will be some good advices from you guys. This is about my story and the girl I love. We were in relationship for 5 years and it ended sadly because of distance. Some people might think we are match to each other, but they might not know what we have been through. I know she loves me, but she doesn't want to continue this relationship because I think she doesn't see any future in me. I know it's hard, but It's all my fault. I have gambling addiction problem. You can say that I lost almost all of my 5 years of hardworking income because of gambling. It was so stupid, Its just like I am living only for today and never see the future is coming. It won't be enough words to describe how bad I was, but now I really think it's time change, even though she is not here with me. I still want her to forgive me, and hope that we can start all over again.
Please give me some tips to recover from my gambling addict and how to start a new life. It's not easy, I have a lot debt to pay, but I really need to get my life back.