My dear husband, seperti yang kau tahu aku tidak sempurna. Aku punya banyak kekurangan di sana-sini. I always treated you bad. Sometimes, I'm shining like a sunrise, smile like an angel. Sometimes changed become an evil escaped from hell and suddenly explode like fireworks.
Orang-orang bilang aku seorang yg "moody". Suasana hatiku bisa berubah dalam sekejap. Bahkan untuk hal yang remeh. Tapi, terkadang sesuatu hal yg seharusnya bisa membuatku meledak, aku bisa sabar dan menahan diri. Haahhh...entah sejak kapan aku jadi seperti ini.
My dear husband, bukan uang dan juga bukan perhatian yg kuminta darimu. Aku hanya ingin kau memelukku, tidak, genggam saja tanganku saat emosiku lepas kendali. I don't want to hurt you & our children. I don't know what to do to control myself. Sometimes, I scared of myself. I scared that I would do something bad to you & our children.
My dear husband, aku mencoba segala hal agar aku bisa menahan sifat temperamenku. But the more I try, the less it's working. I don't need anybody. I only need you my dear. I only need you to face everything. I scared...I scared of everything.
My dear husband, I love you and our children too. Trust me, I never meant to hurt you.
My dear husband, would you hold my hands when I'm going mad..? Nothing else, just hold my hands & stay by my side for a minute.
Please... I'm begging you... :'((