Hi all, I'm a newbie in this forum, it's been a long time too since the last time I open this forum. Truthfully I don't even know if this appropriate to post my story here, but let's give it a try. And I do welcome any grammar NAZI, feel free to correct me.

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Soo..this is my first time writing, and if you ask why, it’s just because I have nothing else to do, and I’ve read somewhere that write could help you kill-the-time, not to mention by writing my own feeling for myself would make me bitchy-less in real-life (beside, I don’t have any friend that would listen to)
By this time, you should have known that I don’t have many friends, or for exactly, I do have friends but just a say-hello friends, not the one that would looking for you.

So, let’s talk about this, from my POV this is may be the reason why do I friendless :
1. I don’t talk much, yes I’m a girl, but I just almost never have anything to talk, except if you are my best buddy.
I wish this could help you imagine how word-less am I :
A : hi how are you?
Me : fine
A : what are you doing here?
Me : looking for WiFi
A : do you alone here?
Me : yes(please go)

Since I’ve almost always do this, I’m pretty sure they would think that I’m not kind of a funny friend that you could wish, and in the end, they just go away. And by that example, you could even say that I’m an anti-social, but hey even if I’m anti-social, I still do need a friends, I mean I love to be alone, but no one love to be lonely, did you get it?

2. I always keep a distance from the others, and it seem it had become a habit, so if you don’t know me, you will more likely get an impression that I’m as cold as ice (FYI this is not the image that I would like to show, but almost all my friend said this, so I can only accept this image and by the time, I became proud of it). But yeah, I am trying to change this habit, I’ve tried to express my feeling, and heck! how could I express my feeling when I think that express my feeling could made me look bitchy, when all I hate is a bitchy girl.

In the end, here I am,telling my problem to some stranger. And I really do wish that my writing could help some of you killing your time, or it would even be better if you could enjoy this.